~Loyalty~ My Dirty Laundry #2

Am i the only person that thinks Loyalty is the main component in a Friendship? I can honestly say that i can count on one hand how many people that i consider have been loyalty to me in my whole entire life. I mean these people never crossed the boundaries i had set and truly understood why i set them even the unspoken ones. I mean there are so many ratchet shady females in the world that want to parade around like they are your friends but as soon as you try to turn around them heffas stab you in the side because you havent even fully turned around for them to stab you in the back. Ever since i was a pre teen i always attracted females that l had to keep an eye on and for good reason because 98% of the time they ended up fooling with a dude i liked/loved and it wasnt until a few years ago i started cutting chicks off because i didnt trust them and never would be able too. I mean how do you not have any respect as a so-called- friend that you would cross lines that you know not to cross. Anybody ever delt with friends who cross lines that they know not to cross? IDK maybe its just me. I will end with this...i am truly thankful for the TRUE FRIENDS that i have today...some i just met and some i have been knowing forever...either way they have my back when i need them too and i got theirs...point blank and period.

~Dear A$$hole~ My dirty laundry #1

I never realize how much my actions and my kids fathers action would affect them...especially his actions. Its one thing to defile your marriage but its another thing to defile your marriage and put it on fb for the world to see including your kids and then be proud of it. Am i hurt by it,yes, but im more hurt because i had to watch my daughter cry over you displaying your love to a 20 yr old girl when you dont even call your daughter every day or show her even the slightest bit of affection..majority of the time she has to call you. Its truly a sad situation...my son prays at night to God that his dad will one day become a man of integrity and get rid of his many girlfriends. I tried to shield my kids from your actions but whats done in the dark comes to light ya know. What my kids are to young to understand is that they deserve 100% better and that they deserve all God has to offer them and thats just not you. You cant teach your son how to be a man of integrity and how to fight for things that matter. The only thing that you can teach him how to do is to give up when things get hard, run up in chicks with no condom and create children that you have no money to pay for, lie, cheat, manipulate, be selfish, and let all the things of the world control you. And the only example you can set for your daughter is how to accept all these things from a man so with all this being said...YES i moved a 1000 miles away...remember when you helped me pack? YES, i plan on staying here indefinitely, remember when you text me saying you wanted a divorce, packed your $hit and moved out leaving us to fend for ourself and YES, we will continue to press on in the Lord and move on without you, because at the end of the day we are better off without you. Have a nice life A$$hole. :)